Since i have nothing to blog about, i was thinking about blogging what's on my mind...
well, what is love?
the definition of love is quite general..
but to me, i think love that is when the feeling you have towards them get treated in return
i think that, this is love.
well, what if the feeling that i had towards that particular person but that person doesn't feel that way...
well like i said, love is quite general in terms of the words.
many people have different types of love, different ways of loving people
but i know that in the end i still love you, and that's all that matter.
why am i talking about this topic in particular?
well, frankly i am not sure.
but deep down inside me, i felt like a part of me had already surrender to you.
i felt that he is the right man for me, i am sure of it.
being with you, it really makes me feel complete.
sometimes others asked me, there are other guys better, much more capable, stable income and so on..
so what? even if the other guys are much more better and capable in anything
if he doesn't treat me right, why do i need to be with him in the first place?
yes, sometimes i do get envious of seeing other girls my age getting pampered with luxury stuff
but, in the end their relationship doesn't last...
i don't want to have materials if i can't really have you.
not to say that i am not materialistic, i admit that i am.
i like branded stuff, and honestly i love louis vuitton.
if i have they money, i will want all my bags to be louis vuitton
but too bad, i am not from a rich family.
i couldn't afford to buy all those expensive branded bags.
what's much more important to me now is that finally i think that i had found the right guy.
and a little part of me inside is saying ' hold on to this, don't let go.'
now i am trying to hold on to the promise that i made to myself and to you
don't ever leave you, i write this for myself .
whenever i am in doubt, i had to think things through..
i would look at this post, that reminded me of the love that you had showered me in and be glad that i had finally found you after so long.